[kj] OT - Saddest days of my life

[MARK SAXTON]

Jari, love and thoughts, Mark

paul wady <paulwady at hotmail.com> wrote:  I too am very, very sorry.



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  Paul 
Wady






>From: Jari Pakarinen 
>Reply-To: "A list about all things Killing Joke (the 
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>CC: Javier Garcia 
>Subject: Re: [kj] OT - Saddest days of my life
>Date: Sat, 10 Jun 2006 17:20:38 +0300
>
>Javier,
>
>I cannot even grasp how this could feel. I send my deepest symphaties to 
>you from me and my wife.
>
>Jari, Finland
>
>Javier Garcia kirjoitti 9.6.2006 kello 19.48:
>
>>I've been away for almost 4 weeks.Went for vacation to Acapulco with my 
>>wife and my daughter to spent
>>a whole week there.
>>Sunday May 21st: While driving my car on the
>>highway returning to Mexico City, my little girl, Jimena, gone sick
>>(actually she was barely sick of an apparently low flu since a
>>couple of days before), the look on her face was pretty sad with no
>>energy (an unusual thing on a little 2 and a half y.o. girl). We
>>stopped on Chilpancingo (a city about 2.5 hours far from Mexico
>>City) and took Jimena t a hospital, the Dr. told us to take her to
>>a hospital in Mexico City, Jimena may had a severe stomach
>>infection.
>>We arrived to Mexico City and took my weak little girl quickly to
>>the hospital. After about three hours, the Doctors told my wife and
>>i that Jimena had an important/dangerous lung infection. We spent a
>>whole week in the hospital, only leaving for little whiles to eat,
>>take a bath and feed the dogs. My little girl went very bad, then
>>her health turn better, we were optimistic. Sadly on monday morning
>>/ may 29th, the Drs. made my daughter some studies and things went
>>very bad since then. One lung was almost healed, but the other one
>>was in pretty bad shape. The fucking virus was ver aggressive and
>>destructive. As the virus advenced my baby, went into septic shock.
>>The doctors told my wife and i that things were not optimistic for
>>my little girl.
>>
>>Jimena died that monday may 29th about 6:30 pm at the age of 2
>>years, 6 months and 10 days old.
>>
>>Words can't explain the mix of frustration, anger and deep sadness
>>that my wife and I felt the days after. It was unbelievable.
>>Why? Why a gorgeus happy energetic girl?... and while i have a -now
>>12 y.o.- son (that lives with his mother) that still makes me feel
>>important, Jimena was my beloved little princess. I don't know you
>>guys, but i think a daughter changes your life as father more than
>>a son. Those little girls can really touch you deep into your
>>heart, and make you feel many new feelings. At least that made
>>Jimena to me.
>>It hasn't been two weeks yet since she passed away, and of course
>>my wife and i still cry sometimes (and still will), but the hardest
>>moments have gone away. Now we focus on the happiness and the
>>beautiful energy that Jimena brought to our world, on the amazing
>>strenght that she showed us in the hospital after a whole week on
>>bed and still showing that wonderful smile and high spirit.
>>
>>Now it's just about time, not to forget, but to heal the hurts and
>>only leave scars.
>>
>>Javier
>>mexico city
>>
>>
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