[kj] i think im gonna give up my chance to see kj in la :[

[Steve Hackett]

bye....
  ----- Original Message ----- 
  From: ade 
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  Sent: Sunday, May 11, 2008 12:42 PM
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  Only machos allowed on this list - sorry...
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    From: gathering-bounces at misera.net [mailto:gathering-bounces at misera.net]On Behalf Of Brendan Quinn
    Sent: 11 May 2008 12:36
    To: 'A list about all things Killing Joke (the band!)'
    Subject: Re: [kj] i think im gonna give up my chance to see kj in la :[


    Killing Joke aint a band for sensitive tosspots

     

    *Turns Chessboards off and looks awkward*

     


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    From: gathering-bounces at misera.net [mailto:gathering-bounces at misera.net] On Behalf Of sade1
    Sent: Sunday, 11 May 2008 11:21 p.m.
    To: A list about all things Killing Joke (the band!)
    Subject: Re: [kj] i think im gonna give up my chance to see kj in la :[

     

      Oh god, this explains the Lebanon having died down, why Hezbollah retreated 

    back into southern Beirut yesterday.

    fluke fluke <fluke1 at live.co.uk> wrote:

      Stop being such a poncey tosspot and go to the gig .
      Its Killing Joke FFS , Honour the Fire and all that . 
      And you dont want to go because you are feeling a bit sensitive !!!!!!!
      Its Killing F'kin Joke playing, not those ponces from Placebo .
      "One day you will be asked to identify yourself............"
      But you wont be able identify yourself because you wont be there.........because it was a bit cloudy
      Killing Joke aint a band for sensitive tosspots .
      Either go to the gig, or get rid of your girlfriend  , turn gay and go and see Marc Almond at the Hollywood boulevard.




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      Date: Sat, 10 May 2008 10:45:47 -0400
      From: soundmagick at gmail.com
      To: Gathering at misera.net
      Subject: [kj] i think im gonna give up my chance to see kj in la :[

      ugh...

      my gf bought our "band" APOTHEOSIZOR 3 la tix a few weeks ago without asking me first as i was planning on finally meeting cliffmonk at  NYC gigs since im east coast virginia since 1973 basically(born 1969). but my girl lives in seattle and shes the big head nurse for me,the dumb doctor of rock,and all of a sudden i found myself worrying terribly a few days ago and yesterday was the final straw.
      i just cant deal with it all...

      never seen kj before,been looking forward to it for quite a many moon/season of course but i know it would end up badly for me seeing as i wouldnt be able to smoke at the gig and would probably end up outside 3/4 of the time stressed out like i always do here at certain times...
      and without raven i would probably come unglued i imagine in seattle again and end up in a bad way...

      i think i may be ending it with my loyal mate too after a few years of dreaming of the possibilities...

      its all a dream in my head that is never going to come true.

      i am fucked.

      gotta go back to work as a carpenter or some nonsense after 9 years off on disablity...

      im sick of living life behind a keyboard or webcam or cell phone....

      i want to make my soundmagick with someone who cares about it,the green it,me....

      seeing kj live with my girl in la/raven town then having to come back here alone again for another year or two is something i jsut dont think i can do.

      probably going to be the last thing kj ever do i imagine maybe,dunno

      have fun all you lucky sods who got the balls to show up live.

      im still in tears daily over raven....

      useless i am.utterly and completely except at music and art.

      never recorded any music really and i hate drawing now.


      i just buried my apotheosizor myspace page that me and raven and my gf dreamed up 13 months ago...we are officially dead now with a blank page...

      cant do it alone like reznor....im not gay

      wanna make some loud noises again with real living breathing humans and experience that HENDRIXIAN healing force arise and engulf me...

      been since 2001 that i played with anyone really-miss it so so so much

      anyway,who knows whatll happen when my gf finally calls me,past week has been horrid

      =thats just whats up with me,gatherers

      cheers
      d*





       


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